I'm tired, bored, lots of stuff to study and no desire for it.
Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it staying with her, in moments like this I realize that nothing is unmutable, love can and will be turned upside down if you don't take enough precautions.
She tends to manipulate everything, it's her style of acting, she tries her best to keep things the way she wants them to be, to happen, etc.
Somehow it pissed me off, I spend the entire week dreaming awake, counting the hours, saying to myself "God I wish she was here right now.." and finally, when I arrive, she starts to crush it with a lie and demolish it later with her "I WANT THIS, I WANT THAT" attitude.
God it's difficult, really. Am I a bit stubborn too? Yep, but I still can make concessions.